Emphasize those memories , ♥

Exams are around the corner , and I'm still not well prepared yet . Woah , gonna be d.e.a.d , so dead . I don't wanna fail any of my subjects . Anws , I've been thinking about what if I turn back the clock , where do I wanna go ? My answer is , from the day I was born . Well , just being random . I wanna go back in time , go back to the place where I was primary 4 , when everything was free and easy . Go back in time when I didn't know what a relationship was . Back to the time when my parents believed me in whatever I said . I want to start afresh , I want to . I want to become a better person . Someone who is useful , someone that do well in whatever she does . Someone who knows what to do .
Day 7 :
My ex-boyfriend/lover .

I don't know whether I should post this but , I've to say it out tho .Hmm .. I shall be straight forward then , duwanna beat around the bush like how my other friends does . So , here goes . As you guys know , Keith the papaya was my last steady , and perhaps , I'm not gonna be attached again after SA2 ish over . That papaya , he's a good guy alright . Just that somehow , we've to be apart .. So.. yeah . Although .. Yes , I still have a crush on him now , that's not gonna make any difference in his or my life .Nothing gonna happened . Anws , he's not gonna come back and I'm not asking for anything . So .. Yup , Single; unavailable .
This is a post dedicated to Crystal HXQ as she requested for it (:
SweetHeartz : Thanks for being my listening ear when I've problems or trouble to share with . You've given me many good advice and of course , guided me in Netball . Although I might be playful sometimes , I still respect you as my senior, a lot . Same goes to Fawn . I did tried to control myself but it seemed that I couldn't! Just too playful ; not being serious at all . I'll try harder (:
Requestments for post dedication ? Please tell me , I'd be glad to post for you (: