Emphasize those memories , ♥

我爱你。

I have a lot of things to say to this few people , but I just can't say anything . They know who they are once they come across this .
Why does everything have to turn out this way ? Why does it have to turn out so difficult for me to decide ? What have I done , to deserve this life . This life; full of nonsense ,full of confusions , full of complications .I don't want it anymore. A few days , after you stepped outta my life , you went to somebody Else's life . What is this ? Toying ? I just can't simply understand why you had to chose to do that .Liars , are everywhere . Even your best-est friends , can be liars . Your closest family or relative , can be liars . I just cannot understand why they have to create lie .
To _________ :
You changing , every single day , even not you . You all , leave us alone , went to go out with someone else , not coming to ___ anymore . You're out ; outta of here. Everytime , when you does not have someone to hang out with , you came to us , trying to blend in with us . What are we ? Spare tyres ? I mean.. C'mon la , stop leaving us just because of your _________s .